BAWAL PONG UMIHI DITO

Last Saturday, I ran an errand for my mom to go to a family friend who were leaving the Philippines to go back to Italy. My mom asked me to buy some things and to bring it to them so they could sent it to my mom as soon as they get back to Italy. So I went there and brought to them the things that I was told to. I gave the package. They asked me for some lunch. We had a few little conversations. And the last thing I gave them before leaving was a kiss and hug for my mother.

Sunday. Family day.

It’s a Sunday and everyone’s having their own family day. Gusto ko din gawin yun ngayon but it’s a thing impossible for me and us to do. :( Missing them badly.

Most of the times, we can’t have the things we want. But it’s harder to think  that what you can’t always have are the things or somebody else you feel you badly need.

New Year’s Eve

I may not have thought of my resolutions for the upcoming year 2013. But what I promise is to be a better and a stronger individual for 2013. I’ll be more wiser and more independent. I am still swearing to the promise of becoming a good son, a good brother, and a good company for everyone around me.

Lahat na siguro ng ikakabuti para sa sarili yun lang ang gusto kong mangyari for next year. 

A different new Christmas.

A rainy Christmas day the same one as last year. It’s seems to like to repeat what happened even though it’s a no chance of probability.

It has been 37 days since they left home. The reason why I do not want to be at home and rather stay in Manila and get preoccupied with school works. That’s the only way to not think of and miss them much every night. But since its Christmas vacation, they leave me no choice. I went home.

Nung andito pa sila, tumatahol palang yung mga aso sa kalapitbahay, alam na nila na paparating nako. Kaya walang kasurprise surprise lagi ang pag-uwi ko dahil sa mga bwisit na mga aso na yun. At kahit pagbukas mo palang ng gate, sumasalubong na agad yung yakap ni nanay. Lagi nila akong inaantay sa dinner kahit minsan, sobrang late na akong nakakarating ng bahay. Di daw sila kakain hanggang di pa sila kumpleto. Di ko alam kung bakit ngayon ko lang naaappreciate yung mga ganitong bagay.

Lahat ng Pasko ko, simula bata, masaya. Ito lang yung naiiba. Sa totoo lang nakakalungkot talaga ngayon. Di ko ramdam ang Pasko. Dahil walang internet, walang cable, at walng kahit na anong mapaglilibangan sa bahay, wala kang gagawin kundi isipin at iyakan sila. Nakakainis. Parang sinadya nila lahat ipaputol yun. Hindi na kami nakapag-intay ng bisperas ng Pasko. Wala rin naman kaming gagawin kaya tinulugan nalang namin.

Sa tuwing gumising ako sa umaga, ang una ko laging ginagawa ay hinahanap si nanay para sabihan siya ng “Good Morning”. Lagi nagsisimula ang araw ko sa isang yakap at bati ng ‘Good Morning’ galling kay nanay. Hindi makukumpleto ang araw ko pag walang ganun. Lalo na ngayong Pasko.  K

Ayaw kong isipin yung mga ganitong bagay lalo na ngayong Pasko pero hindi ko talaga maiwasan. Andaming pinapapaalala nung bahay nato at hindi naman sya ganito katahimik dati. Umiiyak si nanay nung nakausap ko siya kahapon. Alam ko na mas nahihirapan siya sa ginawa niyang pagsasakripisyo para samin.

Ganun pa man. MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS NALANG! ^____^

O? MAHIRAP YUNG LAST EXAM SA PHYSICS? SERYOSO?

Lord, kahit huwag niyo ako bigyan ng pahinga. Kahit lakas nalang para gumawa ng lab report, ng mga homework, at magreview para sa mga paparating na exams. -_-

Umay.

Papasok ng 7:30AM mamaya na may due na 20-page lab report na Cover Page palang ang nasisimulan mo.